“Every human is ultimately on his/her own” for one goes six feet below the earth alone, everyone has ever since the time began and everyone will till the time lasts, irrespective of what position you hold in the world, they all have to go down, and have to go alone.
she sat back and took a deep breath and ponders.. where from here? But it’s so foolish of you to think that, for you have been given access to almost everywhere now, your angel has highlighted all the guidelines that you could have ever ask for, you’ve been shown the most direct way, and unfortunately you are smart enough to walk the rest yourself so you have to take the journey alone, for angels too have their own obligations to fulfill, while “you” weren’t even an obligation and yet this one helped – in fact “help” would be an understatement.
With this thought of departing she feels an urge to flow out an ocean of tears but she braces herself and holds back, shes decided she wouldn’t cry, wouldn’t let out a single tear for she doesn’t want this pain to flow out and dry away, (somebody once told her “Luv without pain is incomplete” and she seconds the thought) she wants this to remain, she wants this to remind her forever that she can’t let herself fall because her success won’t be hers but it will be a gift for the messiah, the least she could give against what the messiah has given.
She can see a long way ahead and feels herself all ready for the journey, with heaving chest and receding breath she closes her eyes.
Agay barhon ya mai thum jaon yaheen
Mera mausam guzra ya abhi guzra naheen
Mera badan aadi ho chala hai jalte jalte, ya
Ab is dhoop main wo kadi tapish naheen
Wo rehnumaan jo mujhe rasta dikhla gaya
Janta tha ke is raste main os ka dar naheen
Wo kesa insaan hai ke insaan lage bhi na
Aur wo kehta hai ke wo farishta bhi naheen
Apni talash main phirti rahi buht dar-ba-dar
Jaanti hoon khud ko phir kyun pehchana naheen
Ab rasta tou samne hai mera mere magar
Mere saath rah main mera hum-safar naheen
Kitni be-hisaab hain aadmi ki khwahishaat magar
Sab hi mil jaye ye bhi tou Rabiya mumkin naheen..
- Ms.Shehab
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