Doubt is a cruel cruel pit, the deeper you go in, the darker is gets and the farther it messes up your mind along the path.
When you or anybody for that matter sows the seed of doubt in your head; everything you come across on the relevant subject will seem in compliance with your doubt and it'll be impossible to get rid of with reasoning.
The only thing that can free you of doubt, ripping it's very roots out and liberating your mind of it is un-con-ditional faith, the faith where you no longer question the subject because you believe in it's truthfulness with all you heart.
If you love a person, do not be so unfair to them as to doubt them or their object towards you because any relationship demands patience, a butt-load of tolerance and trust; with trust being the golden word. If you trust them, know that even though sometimes they will ignore you, hurt you beyond measure, squish your care right under their foot, test your patience and crush your expectations, they love you in their insane, twisted manner and you knew what you're signing up for when you decided to be with them and this is the time to deliver. In happy times everyone can stick around, but what makes you a solid partner is when you not just bear through their ugliness but also learn to accept it and lead them through it with undying persistence, not forgetting the good in them and be able to forgive them completely, i.e not thinking of getting back at them later or hoping that the bigger power will punish them for it, no! Completely forgiving them, not keeping any grudges.
Believe me if you do this, it'll pay off in ways you can't begin to imagine because the divine power is not unjust. Also if you channel sincerity, it'll come back to you; as they say "What goes around, comes around".
For all this and everything that requires patience and perseverance you will have to change your way of dealing with things, you need to adopt the attitude that says, "If it's malfunctioning, you need to get around a way to fix it, rather than just getting yourself a new one".
